Showing posts with label m/m. Show all posts
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Tuesday, February 26, 2019

Anyta Sunday - Gemini Keeps Capricorn

Sometimes, one stubborn Capricorn is all it takes… to drive Wesley Hidaka to crazy, flirtatious lengths.
Wesley loves annoying his RA, Lloyd Reynolds. He just can’t help it. Lloyd is focused, decisive, grounded. He has this amusing ability to follow rules.
Of course Wesley wants Lloyd to break one… or three hundred.
Sometimes, one smirking Gemini is all it takes… to have Lloyd laying down the law and marching Wesley straight back to his dorm room.
It doesn’t stop Wesley teasing again. And again. And again…
But damn. Lloyd doesn’t crack easily. He’s full of principles. He’s unshakable.
He’s the perfect friend to have when Wesley needs help. Like with his truant brother and his old high school principal.
Sometimes, one little lie is all it takes… to find Wesley fake-engaged to his off-limits RA.
What can he say? It seemed like a good idea at the time…



Comment: This is the third installment in the Signs of Love series by author Anyta Sunday. I really liked the first book but the second was a little weaker (even though I liked it too). I didn't have high hopes for this one because it's a friends-to-lovers story and these can go quite wrong. Thankfully, it wasn't the case of this book.

In this book we meet Wesley Hidaka, a funny guy who is studying law to honor his late father, who was a renowned judge. Wesley is living in the dorm whose RA is a guy he really looks up to. Lloyd is a serious but fair RA and someone with whom Wesley can't help but flirt all the time. They are friends and not only because Lloyd takes his responsibility for the residents under his care as a serious task.
When a situation regarding his brother Cal gets tricky, Wesley asks Lloys to pretend they are engaged and the attraction and flirtation go up another notch. 
Lloyd, however, doesn't break his principles by acting on his attraction for someone he is supposed to be responsible for but there is so much a guy can take... will these two find a way to be together without breaking any rules?

I had a great time reading this book. Although it had a trope I'm not usually such a fan of and a first person narrator that more times than not gets on my nerves when it comes to romances, I think the author did a good job depicting the friendly relationship between two people that don't share a lot but still make them closer than they imagined. I also think this story was balanced between funny and (subtle) serious content and the tone matched this too.

Wesley is one of those characters that could very easily turn into annoying or bothersome because he acts a way that could be seen as that of someone who wishes so hard to impress or to be funny that those around wouldn't be able to endure their presence for long. I'm very glad the author has found a way to not make Wesley an overconfident person because those people can get on someone's nerves. I think this was achieved by letting the reader get glimpses of Wesley's vulnerabilities, such as his relationship with his mother and the way he thinks some people might look at him. I liked we were made aware he knows he could be misunderstood due to his sunny disposition.

Lloyd is a little more difficult to read, we don't have his POV after all, but he is someone others can trust and that is visible in several moments when someone needs his help. I liekd that he had the willpower to fight Wesley's more obvious advances sometimes but always with a sense that he isn't always so certain about how real the attraction between them is. The fact they get to be friends and trust one another before they give in to their attraction made me like Lloyd a lot more.

Actually, I'm glad the "friends-to-lovers" trope wasn't based on a lifelong or a childhood friendship crossing borders now they are more mature. Those are the stories that make me wrinkle my nose because I can't help thinking things inevitably change and that can't go right all the time... from personal experience, having a very close friend and starting to change things never ends well... therefore, it was great to see they only started to become closer friends in the college setting, thus not that long.

The plot is filled, as any reader can imagine, with funny/cute scenes mixed with some more serious content and ideas but nothing too angsty or complicated to go through. I assume one of the purposes of these stories is to showcase how a place/setting can be friendly, secure and even fair for people to be themselves and become better people with time and space to learn/to improve.

There are some scenes where the protagonist don't seem to know they are falling in love and that can be a little too unrealistic but I also think the way the story is developed highlights this so that the end can look even more special. The reality is that I had a great time reading this story despite some less than interesting moments/situations and it was so cute at times, I devoured it. I'm now eager to get to the next one!
Grade: 8/10

Friday, February 8, 2019

TJ Klune - Wolfsong

Ox was twelve when his daddy taught him a very valuable lesson. He said that Ox wasn’t worth anything and people would never understand him. Then he left.
Ox was sixteen when he met the boy on the road. The little boy who talked and talked and talked. Ox found out later the little boy hadn’t spoken in almost two years before that day, and that the little boy belonged to a family who had moved into the house at the end of the lane.
Ox was seventeen when he found out the little boy’s secret and it painted the world around him in colors of red and orange and violet, of Alpha and Beta and Omega.
Ox was twenty-three when murder came to town and tore a hole in his head and heart. The boy chased after the monster with revenge in his bloodred eyes, leaving Ox behind to pick up the pieces.
It’s been three years since that fateful day—and the boy is back. Except now he’s a man, and Ox can no longer ignore the song that howls between them.
 


Comment: My favorite type of PNR world is the one with shape shifters, which this book has. My favorite type of romance pace is slow, which this book also has. My favorite type of book is one that explores the character's feelings and personality, which this book also has. Added to the fact I've read some stellar reviews from people whose taste is alike mine most of the time, of course I had to read this book, which I did.

In this book we slowly follow the developments surrounding Ox's life, since he is a young 12 year old until he becomes an adult, along with everything happening to him and to those around him.
Ox is a guy who is used to not think much of himself but he knows there are people he can trust and who care about him, a notion even stronger after he meets the Bennet family one day, especially Joe, their youngest son.
However, Ox doesn't have an easy life understanding what others think or decide to do... and he sees himself in the middle of some secrets, strange politics between different groups and, most important of all, the strange feelings he has regarding those he is close to. As Ox learns things about those he cares about, and tries his best to help protect them, can he also save his own heart from breaking?

This was my first book by this author. I was only mildly aware of his work because of the usual recommendations when we read certain books but I had a certain idea about what his themes might be and I wasn't that interested. After reading very good reviews about this one and knowing it would be a shape shifter story, I decided to try it but it's been a while. This book was released in 2016 and, I'm quite glad I waited because now I want to read the other books too and this might mean less waiting time overall.

I was positively surprised by the tone of this book. Is both angsty and sweet in the right places and has an amazing emotional depth I confess I didn't think the author would be able to convey. At the same time, there's this whole world building, well structured, with "rules" that make sense within what was explained to us (there are still obvious secrets for the upcoming books for certain) and the notion there's a purpose on this, there's a path to follow. Even the saddest situations, which often are used as crutches to propel the plots, were well done and had meaning. I'd have preferred them to not be anyway, but still.

Ox is a fascinating character. I liked the fact he didn't consider himself anyone special but he clearly was. He was not vain not conceited and although we could say his emotional journey is one of self discovery and self worth somehow, he never has any thoughts about overcoming his issues, about becoming stronger and other sayings most people wouldn't think if they were that modest. This felt even better for my reading taste because the story is told from Ox's POV. Since he is a reliable and likable character, it was so easy to feel everything perfectly.

The biggest focus of this novel isn't the romance. I'd describe it as being slow burn and there's only one detailed sex scene towards the end. In 400 pages, this tells us a lot about what really matters. 
Still, it was both angsty and rewarding to see the development of the relationship between Ox and Joe and how they slowly go from friends to mates without any frivolity in how they interact. Even when younger, they have always been "mature" in how they felt and lived.

The depth of the subjects treated here, the way the author often uses short sentences and descriptions better reveals the intensity of what is happening. I think even the secondary characters seemed to be very well fleshed and had a vital personality. I liked the feeling everyone was special. I liked the balance between the difficult moments and the funny/light ones.

However, there is one detail I'd change. In some pats of the story, the descriptions of what we, the readers, are supposed to infer and to analyze seems to stretch too much. There are times where too much time would be spent on repeating things and not always with an obvious goal in sight, as if we had to stress out every single thing and often it could become exaggerated I think.
Then, when the story is finally over, I imagined an extra sweet and long scenes to fit the rest of the book but... no. It was almost rushed and that felt a little annoying.

This was, for all purposes, a great book. Yes, some details weren't as well achieved but it all points out to the fact this author knows what he is doing. I'm ow more curious about his work and, obviously about this series, which I need to read for certain.
Grade: 8/10

Thursday, January 24, 2019

Austin Chant - Coffee Boy

After graduation, Kieran expected to go straight into a career of flipping burgers—only to be offered the internship of his dreams at a political campaign. But the pressure of being an out trans man in the workplace quickly sucks the joy out of things, as does Seth, the humorless campaign strategist who watches his every move.
Soon, the only upside to the job is that Seth has a painful crush on their painfully straight boss, and Kieran has a front row seat to the drama. But when Seth proves to be as respectful and supportive as he is prickly, Kieran develops an awkward crush of his own—one which Seth is far too prim and proper to ever reciprocate.


Comment: I decided I wanted to read this story because it would feature a opposites attract sort of romance and also a little bit of boss/employee which in real life can be quite tricky but in fiction I'm always interested in seeing how it goes.

In this novella, Kieran is a trans guy (he is physically a girl/woman who identifies as a boy/man) and has quite an opportunity out of college to work in one of the offices of a politician's campaign. His boss is a previous teacher who convinced Kieran of dong this although Kieran is afraid he is only there to prove a point.  No one else is aware he is transgender and the buttons which indicate how he should be addresses confuse people who see him resemble much more a girl. The long hair doesn't help either.
In the office, also acting as a superior is Seth, a thirty something man who Kieran immediately recognizes as being attracted to their straight boss. With time and some serious conversations, Kieran and Seth start to become closer but can both of them let go of missed expectations and go for it?

First of all, I must say I'm very ignorant of the transgender proper way of saying things or discuss them. I don't personally know anyone going through it or who identifies as someone of the opposite gender so my little knowledge comes from what I read online. Before this novella I had only read another one featuring a transgender woman, who had already been though the sex change, so it read as an m/f romance for me.
I just want to apologize in advance if something I write/say is not considered proper.

I should also say that the trans issue shouldn't matter to the plot but the reality is that it does. I've read some reviews stating this reads more as an instruction book than a solid romance. Since most of the conflict comes from Kieran's views of himself, I suppose I could agree. This is also first person narrator and again, I think it wasn't a good choice. Yes, it allows us to understand Kieran's ideas, feelings but I must say, gender aside, Kieran's personality isn't one I identify with, he isn't a person I would feel interested in being friends with, he's often moody and too forward, traits I can't seem to deal with well.

Am I thinking too much on these things? I might be, but the story didn't wow me. I'm glad I read it because I could learn stuff (it does instruct you) but the romance side wasn't as brilliant as it could.

Kieran has a chip on his shoulder. He often thinks he should give up, he shouldn't have hopes, he should make other plans for when what he dreams about professionally (actually working in his study field) and personally (being recognized as a worthy person) are crushed. In this regard, I did identify with Kieran. His gender issues play a huge part in his self doubt but I could put myself in his shoes just from that POV. But then he also acts as if proving others he doesn't care, he just lets things go by him, I do get his defense mechanism but this told me he can also be careless. I sort of imagined someone more cautious in all his behavior (including on how to pick up guys) and some scenes proved me wrong. Kieran isn't easy to like, I'd say.

Seth is the love interest. He is older, has a crush on someone unattainable and is too serious. 
I don't mind the 12 year age gap between Seth and Kieran although the fact they are both in different points of their lives makes me think they wouldn't be suitable. The work and belonging to the LGBT community doesn't strike me as a common points enough to explain why they are together. In fact, I don't think the sexual chemistry between them was portrayed well. They are great friends, they communicate well in sharing stuff but sexually I don't think so. 
I must also say the sexual intimacy they shared, even if well done from the POV of showing how consensual people should be and how they should inquire about how to accept or not limits between them, was not something I really understood. Again, I cannot really talk about this subject but from a romantic POV, the way they were together was so clinically discussed and seemed quite unfair, especially thinking about the biology involved. My ignorance, I can imagine.

All things considered, had this been just a friendship type of story I think it would have worked out. However, thinking about Kieran's attitude, the lack of chemistry between the protagonists, the differences between them in several levels just made me not enjoy this as much. The first person narrator, the short page count didn't help me like it either. I'm glad I could have a different perspective on the gender subject but only thinking about the characters themselves, this wasn't a favorite story at all.
Grade: 5/10

Saturday, January 12, 2019

Sarah Granger - The Unforgiving Minute

Ryan Betancourt has got it made: he’s reached the top tier of the tennis world thanks to a wild-card entry to the US Open. Ryan is meeting players he has idolized for years, including his teenage crush, Josh Andrews. But he isn’t ready for the politics and manipulation that come with life at the top.
Josh Andrews is closeted, private, and difficult to get to know. He’s been playing tennis since he could walk, won his first tournament at five, and was sent to Spain at thirteen to attend a tennis academy. Before a knee injury forced him into a year off, he was ranked the number one player in the world. Now he’s back—and intent on winning.
Josh and Ryan first meet at a tournament in Brisbane. Ryan excitedly greets Josh only to be ignored. Crushed, he realizes the golden boy of tennis isn't all he seems. Only in the team-building environment of training for the Davis Cup does Josh open up enough for them to grow closer. Their developing relationship is everything Ryan ever wanted, and he is blissfully happy. But inevitably they have to play against each other, and everything changes.


Comment: This book interested me because I don't dislike the idea of sports romance, even though the majority of them center around the same types. This one featured two tennis players and I was curious to see how the sport itself would be included in the story, considering so very often the sports content is just a minimum and not really part of the plot.

In this book we follow the thoughts of Ryan Betancourt, a young tennis player, not starting his career but only now coming to the attention of the big tournaments after his well done play after gaining a wild card to a tournament.
Now Ryan's finally going to be able to play with people he has admired and looked up for, such as is the case of Josh Andrews, barely two years older but already a huge name in the game. After a not so positive meeting, Ryan is left thinking most big players aren't as friendly and welcoming as they seem but training for Davis Cup makes him see a different Josh and sparks fly. Will they be able to face the professional lives meshing with a personal one?

Thinking about this story globally, I liked it a lot. 
There were some details I wasn't as fond of, such as:
- only having Ryan's perspective, although thankfully it was narrated in third person;
- the behind the scenes politics of tennis although they can be understandable and realistic;
- the miscommunication of the main couple at some point, instead of just talking about their doubts and future.
Besides some situations revolving around these issues, practically the rest of the book was all interesting for me.

I think the best detail about this book is Ryan himself. He is bubbly, eager to do things right, eager to make friends and proof his coach his hard work can be paid off and he wants to enjoy tennis now as much as he did when he was a boy and first started being interested in it. His personality is very approachable and I didn't mind that much the fact his thoughts are the only ones we get because he is very likable and easy to root for.
The other main character is Josh, who obviously presents a much more reserved and quiet personality. The author also did a good job showing the guy's backgrounds without too much exaggeration of melodrama so Josh's childhood and teenage years following in the hopes and firm hand of his father make it understandable why he isn't as joyful or playful.

The relationship of the two of them starts off in a very interesting way, I liked the little details that show the reader there's some sexual tension and chemistry between them but I'm very glad things never went into erotica levels or porn ones. I mean to say, when they get intimate things between them are a part of the relationship, it's not all consuming, all seeing as if sex is the only things to ever exist between two people.

I was also very happy the author included so many tennis talk. Not only do the characters work and play in tournaments and games and we often have Ryan discussing that with his friends, those around him, but we get to learn a few things about the way things work in this field. I don't think it's too much because the plot is well developed in my opinion, but it does offer an interesting side of things. I liked that tennis wasn't just an excuse for them to be near one another or a good match in terms of understanding the other's career demands. I think the details the author used give a good enough feel that Josh and Ryan were, indeed, tennis players interested in their careers.

As expected, there some obstacles in their path to happiness and stability and it felt like there weren't any other more logic alternatives but I still think the miscommunication could have been an avoidable tactic. Nevertheless, I'm just happy I've read this story, the pacing felt very well done and the end of the book hopeful in several areas. Not perfect but close, for my taste.
Grade: 8/10

Monday, November 12, 2018

Amy Lane - Keeping Rock Promise

Carrick Francis has spent most of his life jumping into trouble with both feet. The only thing saving him from prison or worse is his absolute devotion to Deacon Winters. Deacon was Crick's sanity and salvation during a miserable, abusive childhood, and Crick would do anything to stay with him forever. So when Deacon's father dies, Crick puts his college plans on hold to help Deacon as Deacon has helped him.
Deacon's greatest wish is to see Crick escape his memories and the town they grew up in so Crick can enjoy a shining future. But after two years of growing feelings and temptation, the painfully shy Deacon finally succumbs to Crick's determined advances and admits he sees himself as part of Crick's life.
It nearly destroys Deacon when he discovers Crick has been waiting for him to push him away, just like Crick's family did in the past. When Crick's knack for volatile decisions lands him far away from home, Deacon is left, shell-shocked and alone, struggling to reforge his heart in a world where love with Crick is a promise, but by no means a certainty.


Comment: This is another book I had in my pile to read for some years now. I'm making an effort in trying to go through long standing books and I hope I can keep on doing it the following years too. This was in the pile after someone's recommendation but I can't remember exactly why.

In this story we meet Carrick Francis, a young man who has always seemed to get himself into trouble but he discovered a model hero in Deacon Winters, the son of a man who took him in even when his own family didn't. Being at the Winters' farm was great in many ways, especially because it allowed him to realize he wasn't only thankful to Deacon's help and attention, but also to the fact he liked Deacon as more than a friend.
Since Carrick is so young, Deacon never really does anything about it until the day of their friends Jon and Amy's wedding but some miscommunication afterwards turned things into an almost unbearable situation. Can these two overcome their issues and make a happy life together?

This was a good story, very rich in details and emotions but it was also very angsty. If I had to summarize things, I'd say it was a little too much in the negative aspects so, despite the beauty of the writing and the analysis behind every action, this novel would probably read as just being a little over average for me.

This is basically a story about two guys not really thinking about each other romantically until a certain point. I liked how the author has tried to keep things simple, no big mastermind plot behind any action, any sequence, this is just a group of average people going about their lives. As in real life, things don't go perfectly scripted and all characters face lots of everyday situations and others not as easy to go through. I did like the fact the author inserted this vibe of normalcy in their lives and we can wonder how many thousands have similar lives or similar situations to overcome in their existence as well.

What I think is the most negative detail isn't the problems the characters face. I think the problem is the amount of problems. In almost every chapter there's something to solve, something to discuss, something to fear, something to go through, something to try to not worry about, something to... and so on. I know this can be realistic and I think the author wasn't trying to hide anything in relation to the type of issues real people go through, so this book has realism and emotion but it was too much. I felt like I had no time to breathe between the problems, the heartbreak and the defeat in certain chapters. 
Thankfully, there's a HEA at the end, otherwise, I'd go crazy thinking there wouldn't be no hope at all to them.

Carrick is a cute character and his personality is pretty much obvious from the start. He does go through several issues but I liked that despite all, I could commiserate with him and his words. He does act a little too impetuously and I found some outcomes of this to be rather exaggerated but overall his actions revealed someone caring and I'd have liked to know him in real life.
Deacon is more reserved but through his actions and decisions we understand he is someone amazing and trustworthy. I could see why he and Carrick are a good couple but their relationship wasn't an easy one until the end of the novel. I would have liked to see them interact more and in a more relaxed environment fr certain.

The plot is filled with difficult scenes. As I've said, the main theme is definitely emotion through obstacle overcoming, but I still liked little impressions we are supposed to get and feel by going through everything. However, it can be a little exhausting to read this because it feels like the problems are on going and it's hard not to be a little depressed about it.
Grade: 7/10

Monday, October 8, 2018

John Wiltshire - Aleksey's Kingdom

Doctor Nikolai Hartmann escaped the Hesse-Davian dungeons. He fled civilized Europe to come to the vast wilderness of the New World, where he carved out a home in which he could love openly and without censure—Aleksey’s Kingdom. However, there is an irritating green-eyed, dark-haired flaw in his new paradise. A king and a general, Aleksey has no intention of wasting his life away in a remote forest. When he agrees to accompany a group of soldiers to a distant outpost to discover why it has been mysteriously abandoned, Nikolai has no choice but to tag along.
While traveling through the wilderness with their new companions, it does not take Nikolai and Aleksey long to realise that far from mounting a rescue operation, they are merely unwitting pawns in a far more sinister conspiracy. But their enemies have badly miscalculated by threatening anything Nikolai loves. In this merciless place of towering trees, where water plummets beyond the human ability to comprehend, Nikolai must unleash the unfettered savagery of his true nature to save Aleksey.
 


Comment: After enjoying A Royal Affair by this author I decided to try this one as well, to see if it would be as engaging as the other was. I'm happy to say that it is, and also a page turner. However, I did expect a little more...

In this sequel, we learn that Nikolai and Aleksey, the couple that met and fell in love in the first book is now on American land and are living together in a place where no one is around to see how much they mean to one another. However, Aleksey is curious and he has made contact with a group in the military colony nearby. Apparently he told them he was living with his doctor and promised to go with a group to investigate the disappearance of another group, as well as helping a new family settling in there. What everyone didn't expect is for doctor Nikolai to be as young and able as he is... especially because there is something weird about the family traveling with them to the outpost.
From the narrative told by Nikolai we get to understand the plot around them is a lot creepier than we could imagine...

Once again, this is a story told in the first person, by Nikolai. We know from the start he and Aleksey have helped in a mission to discover the truth behind some people missing and Nikolai does mention many times things were dire and it's fortunate they survived. This means when the story is being told to the reader, the mission is already over and both our protagonists were in it and survived. But the tale Nikolai tells is quite creepy and filed with innuendo about weird situations which, of course, acts as a tool to captivate us to keep reading.

This is, indeed, a creepy tale. I was not expecting that because the other story has its darker moments but nothing scary. This one has some scenes which can be quite suggestive in that regard. I wouldn't call it "horror" but here and there... so basically the whole tone of the plot is like this, as if we are suppose to dread something because it will be a bad outcome. The end does reveal quite a crazy explanation - not that easy to accept but it makes sense, considering this is essentially an historical novel with all its scientific and society short comes and untruths - but for me the biggest issue was another. 
The thing is, Nikolai is certainly a reliable narrator but he has this style of saying very often things like "if only we knew what would happen" or "I should have listened to my senses" which I can understand act as a dramatic tool to grab out attention to future scenes. However, this "tool" is used too often and I started to be more annoyed than curious. The problem is that Nikolai would say that and added to the tone of mystery things would be almost achieved but... the scenes didn't happen immediately (to catch the reader unaware, I bet), so the expectation grows and it takes too long for something to be proven. I found this repetitive in tactic but not as well achieved as it could.

On the other hand, the creepy factor was well done. The plot behind all the issues is clever although I'd say that are some elements which I didn't think the author managed to explain as well, for instance what was the meaning of some clues and why couldn't someone just investigate better before but, oh well. The fact only our heroes survived the mission is too perfect but understandable, I suppose.

There is also the element of romance. It's very good to see our protagonists act in love, still have a strong bond at many levels and sometimes discuss their feelings and expectations. I would say, however, the emphasis on their physical relationship wasn't necessary, if one notes the type of plot in hand. Was it that necessary they would reaffirm their love and feelings by having sex with people nearby who wouldn't accept them and would turn on them so easily? Was it smart they were losing focus on while a situation they couldn't control was happening around them? Again, oh well.

All in all, this was quite and adventure. There are several details in this story which can be quite strong if one thinks about the narrative and in particular a certain kid... but I'm glad the plot was at least captivating even if some elements weren't as well illustrated as they could.
Nevertheless, a great read.
Grade: 7/10

Thursday, August 23, 2018

Lily Morton - Rule Breaker

Is it really wrong to want to murder your boss?
Dylan has worked for Gabe for two years. Two long years of sarcastic comments. Two long years of insults, and having to redo the coffee pot four times in the mornings to meet his exacting standards.
Not surprisingly he has devoted a lot of time to increasingly inventive ways to murder Gabe. From stabbing him with a cake fork, to garrotting him with his expensive tie, Dylan has thought of everything.
However, a chance encounter opens his eyes to the attraction that has always lain between them, concealed by the layers of antipathy. There are only two problems - Gabe is still a bastard, and he makes wedding planners look like hardened pessimists.
But what happens when Dylan starts to see the real Gabe? What happens when he starts to fall in love with the warm, wary man that he sees glimpses of as the days pass?
Because Gabe is still the same commitment shy, cold man that he’s always been, or is he? Has Dylan had the same effect on Gabe, and has his solid gold rule of no commitment finally been broken? With his heart taken Dylan desperately needs to know, but will he get hurt trying to find the answers?


Comment: With such a long blurb I don't think I need to add anything else to try to explain this story. I got interested in it mostly because the following 2nd book, whose premise seemed intriguing but I like reading things in order if i manage it so after reading the blurb to this first story in the Mixed Messages trilogy, I liked the idea of starting the books in order.

Basically, this is the story of Dylan, he is the first person narrator, and he works for a very demanding boss, Gabe, who doesn't seem to have any problems saying things like they are. Still, Dylan is attracted to him and tries to be a good employer even if that means dealing with the boss' boyfriend the annoying Fletcher.
As one would expect in these stories, a sudden happening in their lives makes them start seeing each other differently and the romance develops from there...

I really liked this story, especially because I have this almost dislike for first person narrators in romance, which I tend to find impossibly limitative. However, the author has managed to characterize Dylan in a way that makes him engaging and interesting to follow or to sympathize with. I liked knowing his thoughts and I especially liked being able to understand his state of mind in certain situations.

The romance, as we can imagine, takes center stage and it's the main focus of this. Yes, there are several clichés (the boss-employer relationship is one but I sort of like these when well done) and I'd say that the one that stands out is the one where, of course, Gabe has a not so happy past which influences his behavior now and then Dylan comes from a happy and supporting family and that explains in part why he is so down to earth but emotionally stable.
It can be so easy to let this go into unlikely drama territory ut I think the emotional baggage both of them dealt with was well done, not exaggerated and still allowed me to think about certain issues and shed one or two tears...

The sexual content was not over the top, it was on the page but not in every two pages, sex. I liked how these scenes seemed to have been an extension of the plot and not there just to gives a view to that side of them. I bet others would say differently, though.

I also liked Dylan's friends and family (very obvious they contrasted with those more often surrounding Gabe) and his relationship with his parents was great. There is some conflict in all this but the author did it tastefully. 
The professional situations were also done well for the most part (in one or two situations I don't think everyday people would behave like that) and I liked how the pace was. 
It was very easy to just keep reading and I mut say that, since this is the first book I read by Lily Morton, her writing style felt great and it's with good perspectives I'll read the rest of this trilogy.
Grade: 8/10

Saturday, August 11, 2018

Gail Carriger - Romancing the Werewolf

Biffy, newly minted Alpha of the London Pack, is not having a good Christmas. His Beta abandoned him, his werewolves object to his curtain choices, and someone keeps leaving babies on his doorstep.
Professor Randolph Lyall returns home to London after twenty years abroad, afraid of what he might find. With his pack in chaos and his Alpha in crisis, it will take all his Beta efficiency to set everything to rights. Perhaps, in the process, he may even determine how to mend his own heart.
New York Times bestselling author Gail Carriger presents a charming love story set in her popular steampunk Parasolverse. Featuring the long-awaited reunion between everyone’s favorite quietly capable Beta and the werewolf Alpha dandy who let him slip away.
This sweet romance is full of unexpected babysitting, holiday decorations, and no small amount of pining. Look for surprise appearances from popular side characters and the occasional strategic application of italics.


Comment: This novella is part of the world created by Gail Carriger, which started with the full length novel Soulless. I've loved that series although some of her other ones weren't as impressive to me. I had hopes this novella in a beloved "universe" would be amazing too.

In this story, Biffy is the new alpha of London's werewolves but he feels he's not dealing with things as easily as he once imagined. His having trouble to find his place in all this but he still tries, despite some issues he can't seem to control. 
However, after an absence of twenty years, Professor Lyall finally returns home so he can become the Beta the pack needs. He feels maybe his coming back might not turn out to be what he wants, which is to go back to where things were before he left but his position in the pack can't be dismissed. 
If only Biffy were the same person he was the first and only time they were together all those years ago...

I got interested in this book because it featured two characters I liked a lot in the original series. Fans of the Parasol Protectorate certainly are able to recognize Lyall and Biffy as recurrent characters from that series. Their paths are incredible to follow in that overall arc story so for those who haven't read the mentioned series, perhaps they should read that first, it does add a lot of meaning to some situations we have in this novella.


Still, in terms of plot, of course this is still readable and makes sense even without having read the previous stories. But for new readers, maybe some details won't make as much sense.

The plot itself is very simple since it addresses the new relationships between pack members after Lyall's return and a secondary issue which makes things move along, namely the strange finding of babies at the steps of the pack's house.
It's not difficult to follow this story nor is it complicated to imagine where it goes in terms of romance. I still think something more could have been done about the plot but it offered the necessary elements to be understood.
The writing is the classical Gail Carriger, very formal and wordy at times, in a very peculiar but funny way.

It's rather obvious the romance is the key element here. I was so anxious while reading the original series where they appeared and to think their story might not have a resolution - because their connection seemed quite amazing even if not really contemplating the "mates" notion. I think this novella isn't enough and I think a full length book would have explored some situations even better, like how much of a couple they can be in front of others and all that. 
There are several details mentioned while they talk and part of me did like the subtlety of their looks and longing but it would be amazing to have fireworks somehow, to better validate the strength of their feelings. I miss more romantic scenes besides the inferring we do while reading between the lines or following inner thoughts.

At the end of things, I just feel glad this story exists. It's not as perfect as I hoped for but Biffy and Lyall do seem a matching couple and I feel glad they found happiness with each other and are well accepted by their friends.
Grade: 7/10

Wednesday, August 1, 2018

Heidi Cullinan - Love Lessons

Love doesn’t come with a syllabus.
Kelly Davidson has waited what seems like forever to graduate high school and get out of his small-minded, small town. But when he arrives at Hope University, he quickly realizes finding his Prince Charming isn’t so easy. Everyone here is already out. In fact, Kelly could be the only virgin on campus.
Worst of all, he’s landed the charming, handsome, gay campus Casanova as a roommate, whose bed might as well be equipped with a revolving door.
Walter Lucas doesn’t believe in storybook love. Everyone is better off having as much fun as possible with as many people as possible…except his shy, sad little sack of a roommate is seriously screwing up his world view.
As Walter sets out to lure Kelly out of his shell, staying just friends is harder than he anticipated. He discovers love is a crash course in determination. To make the grade, he’ll have to finally show up for class…and overcome his own private fear that love was never meant to last.


Comment: The promise of a romance story between a known player and a shy guy is always a little bit of catnip to me as I tend to enjoy stories with opposites attract. It was probably because of this I added the book to my TBR but the execution ended up being a little below what I expected.

In this book we have the story of Kelly Davidson (weird name for a guy, isn't it?), a freshman at Hope University who wants to finally be himself out of his small community where everyone knows everyone. Since Kelly has allergies he was placed in a dorm where he would need air filters and that means he needs to share a room with someone. That guy is Walter Lucas, a very confident person on his own skin but who, despite his reputation, cares for Kelly and goes out of his way to help him along.
However, university expectations aren't always met and the two guys, who seem to share a need to keep their friendship but also feel attracted to one another will need to face external issues before a HEA is achieved...

On one hand, it's great that this author has used a very realistic and contemporary scenario to build in her story around. The characters are going to develop a romance but there are several issues happening that make the story feel closer to something we could to find in any real university campus.
There are issues regarding a teacher's tenure, issues about Kelly's family and their finances, Walter's mother and her sort of depression and even about Kelly and Walter's differences in personality and choices.

Although it does feel a lot, things are well woven to one another and provide a very realistic take to contemporary situations.
However, despite understanding a slightly darker tone in the story here and there for obvious reasons, I must say for me the plot took too long to happen and be solved. I'd say this story would have gained from being a few pages less. I admit there were parts a little too boring.

Kelly is a cute character and I was rooting for him. He has many qualities, he is shy and sensitive without being too childish (even with his love for Disney) and I wanted to see him improve into an amazing adult. But there seemed to exist a certain emphasis on his quirkiness and allergies and emotional state. None of this is wrong but couldn't stop thinking at times he was too "protected" and sometimes he also came across as being too bland and difficult to change. I get why but his involvement with Walter, despite paced, felt unlikely. I think Kelly wasn't explored as well as he could, his personality only an excuse for certain things.
Perhaps if the relationship had been focused differently...perhaps only on them and not as much as they as part of a whole group... or, eventually, there was just too much inner dialogue and not enough action. The plot dragged, yes.

Walter is a more fascinating character. He is confident in himself but he still fears abandonment and he fears he will always need to take of his mother's feelings for a situation not his fault. I got his issues and why he would be a little aloof at times.
I liked how he behaved with Kelly and helped him and I trusted him when his feelings changed and why he chose to take his time. But because they went from friends to lovers the dynamics of their relationship felt out of place and actually intrusive. I felt they were too good as friends to change things. Walter also seemed a little to active for Kelley's less exuberant attitudes.

I didn't dislike the author's style nor the way she told her story. But some parts dragged, some dynamics felt off and I wasn't as interested in all elements the same to some chapters were interesting and others not really.
I think less pages, more edition and a little bit more of believable sexual tension would have done the trick. Nevertheless, a good enough story even if with and a sugary HEA.
Grade: 6/10

Tuesday, July 10, 2018

Lilah Pace - His Royal Favorite

James, Prince of Wales, is making history. He's decided to come out to his subjects—and the world. However, telling the truth means exposing his relationship with lone-wolf reporter Benjamin Dahan. Although Ben never wanted commitment, the unexpected depth of his feelings leads him to join James in the media's harsh spotlight.
When the news story explodes across the globe, Ben can endure the mockery and dirty jokes. But after his tragic past is cruelly revealed, his life begins to implode. Can even his love for James be worth this?
James has it no easier. His revelation divides the country and sparks turmoil within the royal family. He must struggle to defend not only himself and Ben, but also his younger sister, who hovers on the brink of a breakdown that could endanger her life.
Is Ben strong enough to survive the onslaught and stand by James' side? And will James have to make a choice between Ben and the crown?


Comment: This is the second and final installment in the duology about an alternate reality where the prince of Wales would be gay and how he would have found love and the courage to come out to his country. I was quite eager to see how this story would play out.

In this second story, the prince tells the nation he is gay and that he has a partner, Ben. However, things are not easy for them, especially for Ben, not as used to the life in the public eye. But despite the adversity and the possible outcomes of James' coming out, the two guys find courage and resilience in their feelings and they face what is thrown at them. Will James still become king one day despite what his did? Will Ben be strong enough to keep on loving James despite feeling he's stuck in a situation he can't control?

I was really happy to start this story. It only took me longer to finish because, sadly, real life got in the way and I got very busy during the weekend, otherwise I'd have finished a lot sooner. I was really glad the story moved along the lines I expected but never went towards silly ways nor to exaggerated scenes just to make things more crazy or dramatic. I really liked how the author used a tone in this story that felt very appealing to me.

Thankfully, this story os pretty much focused on James and Ben as they deal with James' coming out. I think this was portrayed in a very adult and well thought manner, as I'd like to see in real life, were something similar to happen (even if with other public people). Both James and ben behaved well, neither acted silly about this, nor were they put into situations where drama would follow. I think the author did a good job creating scenarios that feel believable with all the protocols that must exist but at the same time, we still had access to the guys' feelings and their emotions and this dichotomy - public vs personal attitude was well balanced.

I was curious to see how such a decision would affect Ben. Of course his life was the one that changed the most but this isn't too different from any commoner who would join any royal family. I believed the way things progressed in his life. I expected a bit more angst but I'm even more glad the author decided to add it in small amounts which means the characters talked, discussed things, never assumed or thought for the other person and that can be summarized as a stable and well meant relationship. I also think the end makes more sense thanks to the fact Ben and James didn't have an easy path but didn't let drama get them.

There are some specific situations both have to deal with but again, I liked where this went. I can understand why the story felt boring to some readers, this is more the validation of something than an adventure of novelties but to be honest, for me it worked, because I liked we got to see their daily lives, their goals come to life. It was also romantic, we keep on having scenes of their personal time and that is both sweet and hot at times.
There were parts I liked less, that I feel weren't as interesting but overall, this was a good story, well paced and well presented.
If one can put aside the unrealistic things, this is quite believable as a whole. For those who like royal stories but not the fluff and fairytale side of it but appreciate twists and solid writing, I think this is a must.
Grade: 8/10

Wednesday, June 27, 2018

Alexis Hall - How to Bang a Billionaire

If England had yearbooks, I'd probably be "Arden St. Ives: Man Least Likely to Set the World on Fire." So far, I haven't. I've no idea what I'm doing at Oxford, no idea what I'm going to do next and, until a week ago, I had no idea who Caspian Hart was. Turns out, he's brilliant, beautiful . . . oh yeah, and a billionaire.
It's impossible not to be captivated by someone like that. But Caspian Hart makes his own rules. And he has a lot of them. About when I can be with him. What I can do with him. And when he'll be through with me.
I'm good at doing what I'm told in the bedroom. The rest of the time, not so much. And now that Caspian's shown me glimpses of the man behind the billionaire I know it's him I want. Not his wealth, not his status. Him. Except that might be the one thing he doesn't have the power to give me.


Comment: In 2016 I've read my first book by this author. I liked it a lot and have all intentions of keeping on reading his work but as any reader will know, TBR lists don't go and get read by themselves... anyway, recently I got this title, in a different series/world than the one of the other book I've read and I was very curious because I wanted to see if the other book was not just a fluke, but the proof this author was one I'd love to be a fan of. However, I'm now debating some things after having read this one.

This story focuses on Arden St Ives and how he, a student at Oxford, is introduced while working the phones in a volunteer event to call people who used to study there in order for them to do a beneficial donation to the university or something like it.
In one of his phone calls - after many "no" and several hang ups - he starts to have a more personal conversation instead of the usual polite words volunteers are expected to exchange with a potential patron. 
After an awkward meeting in person soon after the phone call, Arden realizes the man he was so sincere with happens to be Caspian Hart, an important billionaire. While things seem to heat up between them the more they spend time together, will their differences end up being too much for them to hold on to one another?

Reading the blurb of the book, I expected something in the lines of a "different class" relationship, a type of trope I tend to enjoy in romances. Also, Arden seemed to describe himself as someone not good enough in life and I started to imagine interesting scenarios where that would change with the help of true love. Yes, I'm still a hopeless romantic!
However, I should have guessed things might not be that amazing for me when I realized the story would be only told from Arden's POV and that, apparently, this book is thought to be a version of another famous book out there...

After looking at some reviews on goodreads some details became rather obvious that this was very similar to Fifty Shades of Grey (FSoG), a book I have not read but that is not that hard to have an idea of, considering the fame it got and the fanfic/adaptations/debates around it. I think one doesn't have to read it to be aware of the plot (or lack thereof) or some main ideas.
What I don't know is if this story by Alexis Hall was meant to be a gay version, thus showing of the possibilities if well written by a talented author or if this was parody, in which case I didn't find it so, or if there was a real intent in writing a fictional story about these characters, but if so I didn't like it.

Even putting aside that, the plot actually didn't seem to be that interesting. When they first met, it was nice to see the differences between them but as the time went by, and having only one of their POVs, things got very repetitive, very boring pretty quick. I struggled to find interest in Arden's problems in being focused or in deciding if accepting Caspian's help was the sign of him being an easy lay or taking the chances while he could enjoy being with Caspian. Towards the end, something happens to build up the angst and climax but to be honest, I skimmed some pages (and all the sex) which made me feel a little bad but the story just didn't feel engrossing for me.

The characters weren't someone I liked spending time with. Their actions often felt silly and I can only imagine if that was on purpose for it to be more alike FSoG.
Arden is the narrator but it's difficult to keep up with him. He has a cute side, that's true, but more often I found him to bee too distracting from everything else and his "voice" was often everywhere, I struggled to be able to care about him and about his lack of confidence in some aspects of his life. What I thought would endear him to me wasn't the focus and I started to lose interest.
As for Caspian, who knows, there's an obvious lack of voice in him, and not only because he isn't the narrator nor do we have access to his thoughts. He's too silent, too distant, too mysterious. I can't understand why Arden likes him. So, basically: too much Arden to the point of him being distracting and not enough Caspian.

I felt like this was wasted talent on Alexis Hall side. He is talented, brilliant and that can be seen in the other book I've read but this time, it was a no for me. If I can find positives here, it has to be his ability to write. Sadly, the story felt boring overall and at the end there are things I can't even understand why were included. The end had some interesting details but it was not enough to save this for me. I was eager to finish and I won't read the follow up and don't feel I'll miss much. 
I think I'll go back to other titles by the author to try to find something I'll like again.

So far, my ideas regarding the DNF concept have been solid. I finish all books I read but I'm seriously reconsidering this. I think from next year on, I'll revise this because some books are really a chore, they aren't fun to spend time with and the TBR list is never ending in my case. It's not an easy decision even if for many it is. But books where the story and characters and the "feel" aren't there, it can be quite depressing to just go page after page to be able to say "I finished". This book would have definitely be one of those so I can't say I feel validated to have done so.
Grade: 3/10

Saturday, June 9, 2018

Lilah Pace - His Royal Secret

James, the handsome, cosmopolitan Prince of Wales, is used to being in the public eye. But he's keeping a king-sized secret...James, next in line for the throne, is gay.
He’s been able to hide his sexual orientation with the help of his best friend and beard, Lady Cassandra. Sometimes he feels like a coward for not coming out, but he daren’t risk losing the crown. If he did, the succession would fall on his deeply troubled younger sister, Princess Amelia. To protect her, James is willing to live a lie.
While on holiday, he meets Benjamin Dahan—a rugged international reporter with a globe-trotting, unattached life—who catches far more than James's eye. And when Ben is transferred to London, it seems fate may finally be smiling on James.
But what began as a torrid fling grows into something far more intimate and powerful. Soon James will have to decide who he is, what he wants from life and love, and what he’s willing to sacrifice for the truth...


Comment: While in an online conversation with someone, I was told about this book and what a great story it was. I don't mind royal themed books but usually the HEAs aren't done in the ways I would expect do I also don't look for them.
I was willing to try this one, though, because it featured two men.

In this book we have James, the prince of Wales as a gay man living in a lie not only to met expectations and suppositions about royal lines but mainly because he couldn't come out, eventually lose the possibility to lose the crown to his younger sister, who wouldn't be able to take on the kingdom and stay sane.
These situations weight in on James but he focuses on his duty and the things he accomplishes to make it bearable despite past disappointments. This changes, however, the day he meets Ben in one of his rare holiday escapes. Things end up stressful between them but James meets Ben again at a change encounter in a formal dinner event and their relationship rekindles. But with so many issues to deal with, can James and Ben find common ground?

This story is clearly marketed as an alternative reality to the known lives of British royalty and in this world, James, as the crown prince, is gay and hiding his feelings because of duty, which includes a best friend who helped him give the public the idea of a lengthy relationship. But James isn't happy about the situation, only feels he can't have options nor would he be able to come out publicly due to other problems and not his own self.

I actually liked the story, this was the first time I've read something by the author and I liked the writing style. The words flow easily and I think the author was competent in conveying the characters' feelings and especially James' need to find happiness while still keeping up with appearances. I can only guess how hard it is for famous people who just want to have their privates lives like that but are constantly pressured to be on the spotlight. (not the ones who pretend to be annoyed but really love the attention)
I think the author chose interesting scenes to let us know about these tings and I liked I never got the feeling there could be other things to focus on.

James is a fascinating character, he has flaws of course but his position in life can be understandably difficult when it comes to the daily things most people take for granted, like privacy. I can also accept the fact his choices wouldn't be immediately able to be different no matter how easy it is to think them.
Ben was a bit more difficult to read but I also think it was a bit on purpose. He has had some issues in his past that were emotionally complicated but I liked how he still read as a compassionate man, how he could see James' side of things even if he feels he wanted more or less, depending on his moods. Part of the fun of seeing their relationship develop is precisely the doubts and the almost sensation they are falling in love without thinking that until it gets to the point if feels inevitable, as if it's something meant to be.

There are scenes that seem to be a bit more unlikely to believe in but all's fair in fiction, I'd say, if it follows minimal reason. There is more to this story than just the romance, even if that can be seen as the best part, of course. I liked how the secondary characters feel well done, especially James' interactions with his sister and best friend. I can imagine these details aren't there just to fill up space and they will be important characters in the sequel as well.

I liked the angst in this book. It's not exaggerated nor is is used just to move the plot forward. 
For instance, I liked the author thought about the elements included in the story and gave them meaning. I'm curious to see how the characters' decisions n this book will have a follow up in the next one. Thinking from a unique fairytale POV, I do hope things progress on a certain way but I can already imagine the unsolved issues which felt like the things I'd change in this book being key in the next and I only hope the author solves them well.
Can't wait to read it next month. As for this, a great read.
Grade: 8/10

Wednesday, May 30, 2018

JD Tyler - Phoenix Reborn

Wolf shifter and Firewalker Phoenix “Nix” Monroe has finally met his ultimate Bondmate—Alpha Pack nurse Noah Brooks. Unable to accept his own sexual identity, Nix rejects Noah despite the intense attraction he feels towards him.
By the time Nix realizes he has cast aside the love of his life, it may be too late to save Noah from a terrifying enemy...


Comment: This novella is installment #7.5 in the Alpha Pack series by author JD Tyler.
I've been going through the series and this is the last story released since we don't even have a scheduled release date for the next one.

In this novella we have Phoenix's story, he was one of the alpha pack members rescued a few books ago and he has been recovering most of the time.
Nix, as he is called, has some psychic powers just like the rest of his team but his biggest struggle is actually recognizing his sexual identity and he has been in denial. This is a complicated situation because he has met his bondmate, the nurse Noah, a beloved element of the team as well.
Noah is more than ready to accept a relationship with Nix but he has been patient. However, it seems Nix won't admit anything and Noah starts to think he won't ever find happiness and wonders if it's all worth it. Will he wait for Nix to be ready?

I'll keep my comment short for this was a short story as well.
I liked the fact we get to go straight to the point and the author didn't waste much time with setting up. This means that for new readers, it can be quite confusing so it's better to read the stories in order. But at the same time it can put the fans right at the center of action.

I just think that the author, by summarizing a lot, also made things look a little too quick, especially since by reading the blurb one gets the idea the main couple doesn't hit it off. I assumed we would have a more angsty story, with more scenes where the protagonist dealt with their feelings.
Sadly for my personal tastes, this was not what happened. Yes, the story was shorter than usual, but most of the time Noah and Nix were getting along even if Nix showed dome reluctance to admit what he wanted.
I expected more emotional struggle to come to terms about everything and that this would be reason behind their lack of mating so far.

The reality is that the struggle is only obvious almost at the end and of course Nix has a change of heart pretty quick. He does say he has had issues for a long time but we don't see that, we only know of it. This means the emotional impact is not as big or heartfelt. Then Nix has to save the day and at the end all is well but... such a potentially great story was lost among clichés and missed opportunities. I wanted more emotion, not as much scenes with things we could guess anyway.
I think Nix's story well used could have been one of the strongest. All issues were solved too easily and too quickly.

Still, I feel happy this story exists and I hope the next ones can be amazing.
Grade: 6/10

Saturday, May 12, 2018

John Wiltshire - A Royal Affair

Doctor Nikolai Hartmann represents himself as a learned man of science who believes wholly in the rational and scientific above all else. In reality, he is a man haunted by an unusual past and running from his own nature. While the Reformation transforms much of Europe, it has yet to touch Hesse-Davia; this is a land mired in superstition with cruel punishments for crimes such as witchcraft and sodomy.
While traveling to the dying king’s bedside to offer his medical expertise, Nikolai is set upon by a bandit. Reaching the king’s ancient stronghold, he discovers his mysterious brigand is the beautiful, arrogant Prince Aleksey. Aleksey is everything Nikolai is not: unguarded, passionate and willful. Despite their differences, Nikolai feels an irresistible desire for the young royal that keeps him in Aleksey’s thrall.
But Hesse-Davia is a dangerous world for a newly crowned king who wants to reform his country—and for the man who loves him.


Comment: Probably because I saw this title in a list about royal romances - not that the trope is my absolute favorite but I like to read them if they seem appealing - I eventually bought the book and this month started it. Despite some things I didn't find as interesting nor well done, overall it was a good read.

This story is told from doctor Nikolai Hartmann's POV. He is doctor who has unorthodox methods to help his patients and through that reputation he is invited to travel to Hesse-Davia, a country in Europe whose king is ill and in need of new help. 
Nikolai's journey is long and when he enters the country he isn't impressed with what he sees. Already in the castle he quickly realizes his patient is being poisoned but he can't isolate him enough to understand who is the culprit. At the same time, he can't seem to help feeling attracted to the king's younger son, Aleksey. However, between mixed signals, fear and strange situations, will Nikolai be safe to solve all the things he needs before returning home?

I must confess I usually don't like books narrated in the first person as much because, especially in romance, they can be quite limitative. It's never as fun to see only one perspective and the idea of trusting just one characters' feelings doesn't always show the best picture of everything we, readers, would like to see.
That is why I felt surprised that in this book, only having Nikolai's POV, the story still felt rich and complete, even the romance side. I guess it really takes a talented author to write things in a way that even when it's not something we would like, we end up enjoying/appreciating.

Therefore, being immediately surprised by the story and how much I liked knowing things from Nikolai's perspective, it was no hardship to turn the pages. The plot is interesting enough, although the notion of a country such as Hesse-Davia being the center stage got on my nerves. Not that discovering that a country could have out dated notions of society, bigotry laws and unfair living between poor and rich is that shocking, but the violence descriptions were a bit unnerving and I think some things could be as dire without such a graphic image.

The overall plot is quite an adventure. Nikolai seems himself in the middle of lots of problems and I must say that the way certain situations happened seemed a little silly or, at least, not well done. It was as if the crazier the things, the bigger - supposed - impact it would have on the reader. I guess it would have been preferable that less things were to have been included in the plot, perhaps it would feel stronger and less dispersed through so much details going on.

The romance had its moments. I certainly appreciated the tension between them, the sexy innuendos and the fact it took them time and trust to finally share with one another their feelings.
I liked Nikolai as a protagonist. His personality is strong and he is knowledgeable. He has suffered and he is mostly a good man. I say mostly because he does mention some things about his way of thinking about wars and killing the enemy that I found didn't really match he rest of his behavior.
As for Aleksey, he is younger and it shows. But he is also described as someone used to his position so he isn't childish not too naive. I liked how both complemented each other nicely.

Towards the end of the story there are some situations I found rather radical. I mean, of all the possible outcomes, the path chosen by the author felt a bit unlikely and not the best choice. I understand but if feels a bit too weird, considering the story being historical. I liked there was an HEA but other things were so...final in a way and I felt that could have been avoided.
Despite the inconsistencies between tone and scenes in some parts, I still think the book was a good one for me. I already bought the sequel and will try to read it one of these months.
Grade: 7/10

Saturday, April 28, 2018

Avon Gale, Roan Parrish - Heart of the Steal

Responsible, disciplined William Fox channeled his love for art and his faith in the rules into being an FBI Art Crimes agent. Right and wrong, justice and injustice—the differences are clear, and Will has spent his career drawing a line between them. Maybe his convictions have cost him relationships, but he’s not willing to compromise what he knows is right. Until the night he meets Amory Vaughn.
As the head of his family’s philanthropic foundation, Vaughn knows very well that being rich and powerful can get him almost anything he wants. And when he meets endearingly grumpy and slightly awkward William Fox, he wants him more than he’s wanted anything. Vaughn is used to being desired for his name and his money, but Will doesn’t care about either.
When Vaughn falls back on old habits and attempts to impress Will by stealing a painting Will admires, their nascent bond blows up in his face. But Vaughn isn’t willing to give up on the glimpse of passion he saw the night he took Will apart. Before Will knows it, he’s falling for the man he should have arrested, and Vaughn has to realize that some things can’t be bought or stolen. Love has to be given freely. But can a man who lives by the rules, and a man who thinks the rules don’t apply to him, ever see eye to eye? 


Comment: I've heard about this book at a site somewhere and immediately added it to my TBR list. I think what made me want to try was the opposites attract trope this book seemed to offer, with two different people, from different backgrounds and different personalities, and I was eager to see how the story would play out.

In this story we meet William Fox, a very responsible man who is a bit shy and is at a party because his sister is the planner and he wants to support her. One of the guests is Amory Vaughn, a man many look up to because he is rich and because his family has always had a foundation that helps mostly the arts.
Although there doesn't seem to exist much in common between them there's attraction and the night ends up with a conversation over art and a hot encounter. William, however, thinks he won't see Amory again, especially because he is not confident enough to assume Amory would be interested in him.
The reality, however, is that he is. Amory sees in William not only a fellow admirer of art but also a person he can feel connected with, something he hadn't felt for a long time. But his tactics to conquer William are not very proper. Will these two ever find a common ground?

Overall, this story did feel a good one and my favorite part is clearly the romantic development. I've read, since I finished the book, some reviews and some readers have commented a lot on a detail that has annoyed them a lot. 
In the beginning of the story, after their first encounter, Amory - because he is used to get what he wants no matter the method - tries to prove to  William he is interested in him by doing a certain gesture that isn't certainly polite nor socially acceptable. The indignation comes from William's reaction to it due to the fact William is an FBI agent, therefore bound to serve the law. What Amory did is not lawful so one should expect according reactions from William and when he not only did not act but still pursued a relationship with Amory (some time later though), many got annoyed with this.
The indignation comes then, mostly, from William's lack of proper and professional behavior. I can accept that but to be honest, for me, I felt quite separate from this fact, as if it was just a detail and not a huge factor. I can't explain well but it just didn't feel such a big deal, as if William's profession was just a detail to impress us why they are different people. We certainly didn't see much of William's work as a key point in making the plot move forward - except perhaps in a weekend discussing being polite to all kinds of people in the force, diversity for all and so on.

Somehow, I could just focus on certain details, especially the romance, which I sort of liked, despite some scenes I felt were there just to increase the drama. I actually think the reasons why they had some conflict before the HEA were realistic but done in a way that, for a reader,c an feel rather pointless. Relationships aren't easy but if you get to a point where things seem so perfect, then a conversation should solve things before an eureka moment does it for you.

My favorite part were all the scenes where we get to see them interacting socially, where they spend time together trying to have a good time and this excludes the sex not that those scenes were that bad but for me, they were just a confirmation of their emotional bond.
The differences between them lead the plot to a place I felt a little annoyed at, this need to create a situation to better balance with the "right" decision that is to just the other as he is and thus be happy.

As for the characters, I just liked them together, I liked how they seemed to try to be considerate about the other person but I must admit there are little things between them, things that put them in opposed places in terms of mental readiness to accept a relationship, which weren't dealt as easily as I would imagine. This means I got the feel they were cute and happy together but there was always the possibility their differences would always be an excuse if things didn't go so well all the time. I don't know, just an impression.

Just to summarize, I liked the characters, i liked several scenes in how their relationship progressed but this is not one of those stories I'd feel compelled to read over and over.
Grade: 7/10