Tuesday, January 6, 2015


I know usually I don't do this but I'm feeling really sad...
My boss's mother passed away sunday, so now I don't have a job. This is sad of course but even more because I liked the poor woman, for my job was to take care of her. I'll miss her.

But I'll miss my grandfather even more and he went right the next day, meaning yesterday. There are no words, it feels almost like betrayal to have left him at the cemetery...it's not reasonable but understandable...still, it's the way it is.

I can't stop wanting to cry and to feel miserable and missing my grandfather so much.

Sorry for posting, but like sucks sometimes.



  1. Awww Sonia. My condolences for your grandfather and your friend.

    It's totally normal to cry and be miserable. You're going through a tough time and if posting can help you, we're happy to share your pain. Take care of yourself!

  2. Something similar happened in my family late last year - two deaths within 24 hours of each other. It was so hard, and we're all still a bit shell-shocked by it - so I understand how tough it is right now for you.

    My condolences on your recent losses. Give yourself time to grieve and know that we're thinking of you.

    1. Thank you for your words Wendy.... books help...

  3. My deepest sympathies Sonia! I'm so sorry it took me so long to read this.

    BIG HUGS and kisses for you!


    1. Hilcia...thank you, you know how this is hard. I hope you're better too.