Jenn Burke - House on Fire

He’s done fighting his attraction to the sexy vampire…
To say former firefighter Colin Zhang is struggling to accept his new life would be a vast understatement. He’s bound to a vampire he didn’t choose, living in a house filled with creatures better left to the imagination—there’s a lot to resent. As much as he tries, he doesn’t resent Evan—far from it. But he needs to know that what he feels is real and that requires breaking their bond. No matter the cost.
Vampire private investigator Evan Fournier is more than willing to explore his connection with Colin, but the crisis at hand keeps getting in the way. Their bond makes it dangerous for them to be apart, so he’s forced to put the other man at risk while he investigates the latest in a series of murders. If he doesn’t find the killer soon, the paranormal community will seek retribution on all humans, not just the guilty ones.
As the tensions escalate, Evan and Colin find solace in each other and their growing attraction. But if their bond is broken, attraction—even love—might not be enough to keep them safe.

Comment: This is the second installment in the Ashes & Dust trilogy by author Jenn Burke, a follow up trilogy to another one, titled Not Dead Yet.

In this second story, Evan and Colin are still bonded, after the events in book #1 but the situation is tricky for Colin feels he isn't being much help and it's not as if he can simply do something else. For Evan, this isn't so bad, but he is the one who has a steady job to do. Then, surprisingly, Colin discovers something that happened while he was taken by the villain of the previous book, something that should have changed his life if he hadn't been taken. Now, Colin has other issues to deal with but a new problem starts in the midst of the paranormal community, someone is posting videos outing some people as paranormals. This will likely create fear among humans, and something must be done to prevent it being general knowledge. Who is behind this and why? How will this affect Colin and Evan's relationship?

This did feel like a very predictable middle book, to be honest, in the sense that some things happened but weren't decisive enough for the story to feel set on what needs to be done. Still, we do learn a few interesting things, which was great, but to me the story was somewhat lacking and I'll probably think that this book and the third would have been great if combined.

The plot is focused on two issues: the threat to the paranormal community and what exposure would do to everyone, and the status of the relationship between Evan and Colin. I can understand why the author wanted to delay the development of the romance, but the way things are presented makes the romance feel too secondary and almost superficial. It also doesn't help that Evan is the only narrator and by not having Colin's POV, there are too many things that don't seem to have enough attention.

The romance is certainly a let down, I will confess. It seems that Evan is moving at a quicker speed than Colin, and to make things even more awkward, Colin is coming out of a coma-like experience and before that, and hie new paranormal abilities, he had a hetero relationship. Of course he can identify as bi, but the thing here is that he doesn't really have time to adjust to his new life, at the same time he is dealing with the bond effect. I can understand him having doubts about the future, because there are too many unknowns for him, and in this story he discovers a new detail. Having all this from Evan's POV alone feels a little too limited, in my opinion.

The elements related to the paranormal groups are interesting, although the whole video thing seems way more hassling than the plot conveys. It's not hard to guess whoever is behind this is also somehow involved with the events that took place in the first book, but I kind of wanted more action, which added to my impression of this second book being too much of a "bridge". I also got easily distracted by the series of situations, sometimes unrelated, to which we had to pay attention. I think too much was going on and what we had wasn't given enough closure for the plot.

Yes, I know there is still a final book in which most things will be solved and explained, but that is also why this one felt too much like a transition book. I think the author could have written things differently for all elements to combine better. When the attacks on the paranormal community are "explained" to the public and then for the sake of the main characters, several things made sense but I wasn't overly impressed by what happened.

All things considered, this wasn't a bad story, despite what my words make it seem. I liked being with these characters and seeing where they are going with their lives and reading about what they do to have a good life just like everyone else. But I kind of expected more from this book anyway... the mix of romance and plot here just felt a little weak than in other things I've read by the author.

Grade: 7/10

Herbert Le Porrier - The Doctor From Cordova

The Doctor from Cordova (originally published in French as Le Docteur de Cordoue) is a 1979 biographical novel by Herbert Le Porrier that tells the life story of the renowned 12th-century Jewish philosopher, physician, and Torah scholar, Maimonides.

Comment: I got this book for a symbolic price on the purchase of a newspaper, several years ago. The newspaper had this initiative of "offering" a collection of historical romances if one were to buy the newspaper. The "offer" is not really an offer of course, but it did cost less than if one were to buy the book on a bookshop, plus the covers were all similar and I liked the idea of seeing them in the shelf.

Moses Maimonides, a possible name for this real life man, who was born in the 12th century, is the key character of this novel, narrated by him, as if he is dictating a letter to one of his disciples. In this text, he tells his story, namely of how he was born in a Jewish family in Cordova, Spain, and how everything changed when the Muslims conquered the region and forced conversions or death on those who were not of the same faith. Moses and his father and younger brother have to flee and seek another life somewhere else...

This is a short book and that helped to motivate me to pick it up now, but I will say I was positively impressed by it. Before this, I confess I had not heard of this doctor/philosopher, someone who was what we would call a trailblazer in his time, and it was a reward on itself to read about him and his ideas, at the same time I was learning a bit more about the period of time and the events mentioned. Nowadays, we are lucky to have internet to help investigate stuff if it catches our fancy!

I had not heard of the author either, thus, for clarification, the author was born in a region which is now in Ukraine, wrote this in the 1970s, using research to create a fictional life for a man who was referenced in many texts but of whom we don't have any official information beyond those references. The book is narrated as if by Moses himself and the author included not only possible events Moses saw and lived through, but also many personal moments and thoughts which are likely an interpretation.

I think what made me appreciate this book more was the fact the author perfectly blended his ideas and the descriptions of what he was going through. Moses was a Jewish man, believer and from a traditional family and when so many situations placed them in a position in which they couldn't live their faith as they thought was their duty, this placed a heavy burden on their shoulders and, perhaps, this is the origin of so much of his need to do research, to study, to match his beliefs with others. While reading, I kept thinking that, in so many centuries, we still fight nowadays over who is more right in thinking their God is the One.

I especially liked the philosophical ideas Moses presented because, being religious, some of his thoughts were certainly not seen well by many, but from a logical POV, many things make sense and are still quite viable to out contemporary way of analytical thinking. This is especially interesting when we think Moses was a doctor, at a time so much depended on the texts of former people such as Herodotus, and while understandable, some things still make me wonder how easier it would have been if certain things in the world of medicine had been made clear so long ago...

In fact, there were a few details I felt compelled to investigate, namely about some references which didn't ring a bell, and let us just say that my comprehension about certain diseases became a lot richer. To me, this was really the fascinating part, to read something that made me think and made me interested enough to seek some further information or even clarification on this or that word/concept. It's not an easy book, in the sense that it's more a book to think and link to historical events, but to me it was rewarding enough.

Grade: 7/10

Shaun Bythell - The Diary of a Bookseller

Shaun Bythell owns The Bookshop, Wigtown - Scotland's largest second-hand bookshop. It contains 100,000 books, spread over a mile of shelving, with twisting corridors and roaring fires, and all set in a beautiful, rural town by the edge of the sea. A book-lover's paradise? Well, almost ...
In these wry and hilarious diaries, Shaun provides an inside look at the trials and tribulations of life in the book trade, from struggles with eccentric customers to wrangles with his own staff, who include the ski-suit-wearing, bin-foraging Nicky. He takes us with him on buying trips to old estates and auction houses, recommends books (both lost classics and new discoveries), introduces us to the thrill of the unexpected find, and evokes the rhythms and charms of small-town life, always with a sharp and sympathetic eye.

Comment: This is another buddy read choice for me and my friend. Books about books or somehow related to books are also something we enjoy, thus why this one got on our list.

In this non-fiction diary, the author and bookseller Shaun Bythell shares several episodes of the life in his bookshop in Scotland, namely the joys and struggles of what it means to own a second hand bookshop, and the the interaction with the costumers. 

I liked this book merely because it is about a theme I appreciate and most things book related tend to interest and entertain me. I also liked that the author references several books and that he, too, reads some books and talks about them sometimes. I was also amused to see the mention of Jen Campbell's Weird Things Costumers Say in Bookshops, which I have read and enjoyed, so this was a plus I found charming. As someone who also works with public (sadly, not among books), some entries were just too realistic and one needs to find fun where it exists....

The book is presented in a diary format, with the indication of the days of the week, and the amount of money the shop made each day. The author also tells many things about his life, namely how much he enjoys fishing, and several situations related to the way the shop functions, how he helps prepare a book festival and how tricky it is to deal with those who work at the shop, considering their quirks and personalities. I liked all these things and, for the most part, the personal information was interesting, but I did expect - perhaps because of other books I had read about the life in bookshops - more examples of the fun things people say.

In fact, apart from some episodes, most of the references to people's actions were not centered on the random clients, but on repetitive ones, such as mr Deacon, and on people who interacted with Shaun daily, like Nicky, the quirky woman who works at the bookshop, and many other people who live in Wigtown and who are part of the community's life and routines. I liked these slices of life from all the people mentioned, often they were charming enough to be compelling, but sometimes it felt a little intrusive.

I liked the many facts related to how one goes being a bookshop owner, especially a second-handed one, and how much Shaun appreciated the "hunt" for special or unique books among the many people wanted to sell to him. Since the bookshop is in Scotland, there are countless references to books about things in this country, especially books on railways, fauna, flora, artists and many other things. I've found this delightful, but in a kind of distant way, you know, for many things weren't easy tor elated to, obviously.

It is also beyond glaring how much Shaun dislikes amazon but, at the same time, the business needs to deal with them. I understand that he, as many other booksellers out there for certain, has serious reasons to have this opinion, and it is his right to not hide it, and I liked it that he explained some things about this works and how the progress of ebooks and mostly the progress of how internet made it so simple for anyone at home to do what they want, making some jobs obsolete. Shaun often mentions how rewarding it feels to have people asking things, or buying books through the shop and not just browsing to order them online later.

I can see why some readers found this book to be a little depressing... the author does not hide the struggles nor the thoughts of why it would be so much easier to not carry on, and this can, sometimes, make for a slightly melancholic read, since it isn't as focused on cute or amusing scenes, but I still enjoyed it for what it is and, if possible, I'd read the sequel one day.

Grade: 7/10

Sophie Beaumont - The Paris Cooking School

Life rarely serves up the perfect dish, but second chances are always on the menu
There’s nothing quite so beautiful as Paris in the spring; and when you add in the chance to learn the French way of food, in a relaxed and friendly atmosphere, who can resist? Not Gabi Picabea or Kate Evans who have come from Australia to Sylvie Morel’s Paris Cooking School.
Both are at a crossroads, and learning to cook the French way in Paris, far away from all their troubles, seems like the perfect escape.
Still bruised from a shocking betrayal by her ex-husband, Kate is trying to find a new place for herself in life, and emotional peace, while French-Australian artist Gabi is struggling with a crippling creative block.
Meanwhile, Sylvie herself is facing challenges of her own – a mysterious harassment campaign against the School and a reassessment of her relationship with her commitment-shy lover Claude.
For each of the women, that extraordinary April in Paris will bring unexpected twists and transformations that will change the course of their lives.
A delectable novel about love, hope and the consolations of the perfect strawberry tart, The Paris Cooking School is a treat for the soul.

Comment: I brought this book from the library because the blurb seemed interesting and I imagined it would be a sweet story.

The Culinary School of Paris is a project imagined to give those who attend a true Parisian experience to learn about cooking, especially for those who are amateurs. Sylvie Morel, the owner, is proud of her life work but things haven't been great lately, and her relationship with her partner Claude is stagnated. Still, she welcomes the new students, among which Kate and Gabi, who both seek to learn more and to have a different experience in life. However, despite the things they all have in common, each one has to deal with a different challenge... will this experience be what they look for after all?

This was a sweet story, that is true, because the characters are easy to like and dislike depending on their personalities, and the narrative was pleasant and easy to follow... the issue is that there wasn't much to it, emotionally. The plot is easy but bland and the characters are likable but not as dimensional as I think the story merited.

There are three main characters in this story, three women who meet because of the school and whose lives will mix in unexpected ways. At first Sylvie is only a mentor but as things progress all of them become closer and the experiences they have individually also contribute for their understanding of each other's issues and the dynamics of who they are in the school. I think the whole school situation was not as developed as I thought. Yes, there are many references to what they do there but not in such a way I think it should, if the school is the location which brings everyone together.

All three women are interesting but not more beyond that. I really think the writing style isn't vibrant nor stimulating enough to being everyone to life or for the issues they face to be seen as urgent as it is made to seem. Sadly, this ended up being a very superficial story. I'm not saying this should have been more dramatic or something, but there is certainly some element of seriousness to what we see that is missing. The characters aren't as dimensional as they could, for instance.

Sylvie, the school's owner, is dealing with some online nuisance, then a partner who she isn't in love anymore and a son who decides to live and marry abroad. She also finally sees her neighbor for who he is for her, sentimentally. There's a lot to unpack here, but it's all very straight and narrow in how is presented, as of the author had a list of things to accomplish and say, and that was it. There was no special emotion linked to this character and her struggles besides the basics.

Gabi is at the school to learn more about french cuisine, since it means something to her parents, and in the process she falls in love with Max, a cheese expert, but their relationship is tested when it becomes known he comes from a very distinguished family and there is pressure for her to see how unsuitable they are. Of course, this break up doesn't last long and they get together again... I mean, this was cute and they do get along, but it's predictable and superficial....nothing about these two is remarkable.

Kate is the other main character, someone dealing with the end of a relationship and what it meant for a business she had with her ex. She likes cooking, like the others and she randomly meets a guy who lives in a boat and they are perfect for each other after some obstacles.... I liked Kate most of all, as a character, but the issues she is dealing with seem very forgettable and her characterization doesn't seem to evolve much from the life lessons she is supposedly learning. Her journey is cute but that's it.

It was very easy to read this book, and there are certainly many references to food, to cooking, to produce and many things that did make my mouth water just thinking about the possibility of trying some of them. I think the end was also cute enough and some of the (very) mild secrets ongoing were quickly solved. All the ladies end with a new romance. I mean, this was super predictable and average and I'm glad it was a library book because it wasn't very impressive as a reading material, so I appreciate I don't feel I "wasted" money.

All in all, this story lacked depth for me to enjoy it more. There were some interesting elements, yes, mainly the food references and it was fun to remember some Parisian locations, since I've visited as well, but the fictional part was definitely lacking.

Grade: 5/10

Joanne Bertin - Bard's Oath

In The Last Dragonlord and Dragon and Phoenix Joanne Bertin created a world unlike our own, where Dragonlords soar in the skies above the many realms of the land. The Dragonlords’ magic is unique, giving them the ability to change from dragon to human form; to communicate silently among themselves; and other abilities not known to mortals. For many millennia, the Dragonlords have been a blessing to the world, with their great magic and awesome power. And though they live far longer than the humans who they resemble when not in their draconic state, these fabled changelings are still loyal to their human friends. Now in Bard's Oath, their magic is not the only power abroad in the world. And not all the magic is as benign as theirs. Leet, a master bard of great ability and vaulting ambition, has his own magic, but of a much darker nature. Years ago, death claimed the woman he loved, setting him on a course to avenge her death, no matter the consequences. Now, mad with hatred and consumed by his thirst for revenge, Leet has set in motion a nefarious plot that ensnares the friend of a Dragonlord, using his bardic skills . . . and dark powers only he can summon, to accomplish his bitter task. Raven, a young horse-breeder friend of the Dragonloard Linden Rathan, is ensnared by Leet and under the bard’s spell, is one of the bard’s unwitting catspaws. When accused of a heinous crime, Raven turns to Linden, and while Dragonlords normally do not meddle in human affairs, Linden comes to Raven’s aid, loath to abandon him in his time of desperate need. But Raven, and others victimized by Leet, are at the mercy of human justice. Can even a Dragonlord save them from a dire fate before it is too late?

Comment: This is the third installment in the Dragonlord series by Joanne Bertin. I have read the first two books years ago and now I've finally got tho this third one, which I was lucky to have gotten in paperback format since nowadays the prices are prohibitive.

This third story takes the main characters, Linden and Maurynna, along with their friend Shima, to a fair where they will see about horses but mainly about other friends, especially after the adventures they went through in the second book. However, something is not going very well for some of the elements of the group they meet and become friendly with, and when one of their close friends is even accused of a murder he didn't remember committing, they feel they have to help. This leads them into investigating an old tale which might not be as forgotten as many would think...

After finishing this book, as I often do, I checked out some reviews by other readers and that also helped to remember some things from the past books. One thing I had completely forgotten was that there had been years since the release of the first two books and the release of the third. For me this wasn't as hard to deal with because I wasn't aware of it when I finally got the third book - probably soon after it became available in paperback format - and because it took me years between the second and this one to start it anyway.

This said, I can understand why the distance in time for many readers was a challenge, it's not easy to wait between installments, and even more so when it became obvious that this third installment was not going to be about the aftermath of what happened in book #2. The plot of this third book is centered about a slice of life situation, let's say, in which the main characters attend a fair and need to interact with many other characters and help with what is going on. I can imagine how this disappointed some readers but, for me, it wasn't a big deal.

The plot takes quite a while to develop because the author does include a lot of setting up and many, many things happen at the same time, obviously to lead somewhere at the end. I didn't mind this as a whole since most of the characters are likable and the situations presented in a way that made me curious. However, it's true that there are a few passages from one or two characters 'POV which felt boring and took too long, required too much attention and I wasn't a fan of it.

It can also be said that the boring aspects of so much detail regarding situations which feel too far out, along with the lack of follow up explanations for events and information given in the first books made for a very disconnected plot. Like I said this didn't bother me, but something did. Due to how this is played out, the actual plot of this book, the one we infer from the synopsis, only starts happening a little after half way. Again, I liked the main characters so it wasn't that bad, for the most part, to read about secondary issues, but it does seem too much time was spent on those.

Apart from these things, I did have a good time and, in general, consider this to have been a worthy story because it was entertaining and once the main pieces were put together, this was one of those stories of good vs evil and a good person being helped and the bad guy denounced. I knew where the story was going and how it would end but it was still captivating to read and to see what would happen next for the characters involved.

It's true there isn't a lot about the dragons beyond the basics and the information we get and/or learn ins't truly necessary for the resolution of this plot. As some readers say, with so much yet to be developed about the dragons and everything related to them, was this truly the best way to keep the series going? Perhaps not, but for me it was still engaging, for the most part. It doesn't seem more books are coming in this series, but who knows. If a new one is released, I'd read it.

Grade: 7/10

Jodi Picoult - By Any Other Name

Young playwright Melina Green has just written a new work inspired by the life of her Elizabethan ancestor Emilia Bassano. But seeing it performed is unlikely, in a theater world where the playing field isn’t level for women. As Melina wonders if she dares risk failure again, her best friend takes the decision out of her hands and submits the play to a festival under a male pseudonym.
In 1581, young Emilia Bassano is a ward of English aristocrats. Her lessons on languages, history, and writing have endowed her with a sharp wit and a gift for storytelling, but like most women of her day, she is allowed no voice of her own. Forced to become a mistress to the Lord Chamberlain, who oversees all theatre productions in England, Emilia sees firsthand how the words of playwrights can move an audience. She begins to form a plan to secretly bring a play of her own to the stage—by paying an actor named William Shakespeare to front her work.
Told in intertwining timelines, By Any Other Name, a sweeping tale of ambition, courage, and desire centers two women who are determined to create something beautiful despite the prejudices they face. Should a writer do whatever it takes to see her story live on . . . no matter the cost? This remarkable novel, rooted in primary historical sources, ensures the name Emilia Bassano will no longer be forgotten.

Comment: I brought this book from the library. No specific reason, only it seemed interesting and I did like other books by the author...

In this tale of two women who live in different times but who are connected both in blood and in their love for the theater, the important thing is to be certain their voice can be heard.

In 2012 Melina Green, a descendant of Emilia, is also dreaming o being a writer but just like Emilia, her worth as woman isn't taken seriously among those who make the rules. She has a bad experience while in college and that is why, years later, she is reluctant to submit a play based on her ancestor. Everything changes when her best friend submits it for her... and just like Emilia did in her day, he does it using a male pseudonym... but will Melina be able to come clean about her identity?

In 1581, Emilia Bassano sees her life change when her guardian leaves and cannot take her, and this is how Emilia has to become the courtesan of Lord Chamberlain, a patron of the arts. Emilia does love writing and the theater and her passion for both is developed as the becomes used to her new status, but so does her feelings for the count of Southampton, a man she can not have. Emilia feels she needs to do what she loves, but she is aware a woman could never come out to the public as a playwright.

This book was engrossing and I went through the more than 400 pages of it very quickly, and only didn't finish sooner because of work. How our perception changes because ten years ago or more, when I read Keeping Faith, my first attempt with this author, I wasn't too impressed. Now, her writing just seems very appealing and I feel compelled to keep reading...

This book is divided into two parts. We alternatively follow the life of Emilia while she goes from a 12 year old until she is an old woman, and we follow Melina from her college years on, while we see how they both struggle to see themselves as play writers in a world still dominated by men and still oriented for men. I liked both sections, although Emilia's were harder to read at times, because we know she had no option but to become what the male members of her family wanted, and Melina at least has rights.

For a while I was preferring Melina's sections, because those are easier to go through, and they are obviously easier to relate to as well. There is also a slight hint at romance and I can be honest by saying that if this had been only a romance novel about Melina and her love interest, in this world of play writing, I'd be happy enough. I actually think this section was underdeveloped... it does touch way more themes than I imagined, and I think the personal relationships kind of suffered for it, due to the fact her sections seem to be more about a message than Melina's development.

Emilia's sections are way more complex, not only because of her life and what it means to be a woman at a time there were no rights nor way for women to have a voice in their lives, but because of who she is in the plot. I confess I wasn't too keen on her for a while, I had a hard time going through the passages in which she is powerless to avoid her fate of becoming a courtesan  but once she is established as such and even has some fondness for her lover, I started to be more and more in syn with her emotions and even though my commiseration for her never ended, I could appreciate her efforts more.

The point of this novel, I'd say, is to highlight how unfair women are treated and have been so, when it comes to acknowledging their intelligence, their skill and their right to be as successful as men in the play writing world. The author certainly studied the subject and to base this plot on, she picked up the theory which claims Shakespeare didn't actually write his plays (there are historical facts at the end of the book and notes on the author's research as well) and had deals with others who could not publish them on their own, including Emilia.

I mean, I won't say I think this is likely or not because I have no real academic knowledge of the issue, but the way the information is specifically presented for this book makes it seem possible, at least. Of course the philosophical and social debate about it makes for an interesting conflict in certain moments of the story,both in Emilia and Melina's sections. There are several details the author used that give come sense of credibility to the role of women in theater and even assuming it wasn't as described, it still gave me food for thought.

The end was kind of predictable, with some slight personal development there, mostly for Melina. I was still happy with how her section ended, and what went into it, but... again, it could have been so much better. As for Emilia's, well, I've cried and that is all I'll say...

All in all, a very compelling read... I'll keep on reading more by this author...

Grade: 8/10

Alice Archer -The Infinite Onion

Grant Eastbrook hit the ground crawling after his wife kicked him out. Six months later, in Seattle without a job or a place to live, he escapes to the woods of nearby Vashon Island to consider his options. When he’s found sleeping outdoors by a cheerful man who seems bent on irritating him to death, Grant’s plans to resuscitate his life take a peculiar turn.
Oliver Rossi knows how to keep his fears at bay. He’s had years of practice. As a local eccentric and artist, he works from his funky home in the deep woods, where he thinks he has everything he needs. Then he rescues an angry man from a rainy ditch and discovers a present worth fighting the past for.
Amid the buzz of high summer, unwelcome attraction blooms on a playing field of barbs, defenses, and secrets.

Comment: One more case in which a recommendation by a reader somewhere made me look for this book and the blurb sounded appealing, and that is why I've decided to try it.

In this book, Grant is a 38 year old who never seemed to reach his full potential, which is why, in part, his wife divorced him and why he is just now quitting his menial job. He decides to squat at his ex's brothers' cabin while he thinks about what to do. He isn't aware of the security cameras which is why his former brother in law finds him, but not before Grant's life reaches rock bottom, without money nor a place to stay and to make it worse, the eccentric neighbor of the propriety next door, Oliver, seems to pity him.

Oliver is convinced he can help Grant, but only if he demonstrates he is eager to change, and Oliver decides to make a deal with him, conveniently forgetting he has issues of his own. As the two of them start a game of pull and push, too many things come to the surface and not all of them are things they truly want to deal with. However, as their connection deepens, so do the stakes if they both fail.. after all, who will save whom?

This is my first book by this author and without the recommendation I probably would not have noticed it because it's not the usual type of plot I gravitate to. I mean, it did sound as if this would be a bit more introspective than what I seek, but since I sometimes like to get in this mood, I thought why not.

It turned out to be a complicated book to read and to classify, in fact. As always, one of those cases in which I liked some elements but others weren't great. I feel a little bad to not have appreciated this more, but the way the plot is structured made me struggle, at times, with what the characters were really thinking or doing. This happens because while we have the POV of both protagonists in alternated chapters, we also have their dreams and what ifs mixed up with actual situations and sometimes it was hard to distinguish what was what.

The setup is also tricky to go through because both main characters have serious issues and emotional traumas to deal with and it felt as if how they did process things throughout the story wasn't done properly. Grant is basically homeless when the story starts and he is also depressed, in my opinion. He feels he never got to identify himself with anything he did and his wife left him because he didn't try to be ambitious. I can understand how his mind state would have "told" him things that weren't right and I did feel some pity for him and for how much stress he had.

He forges a connection with some kids who live nearby, including Kai, the nephew of his ex, who still cares about him and looks up to him somehow. Grant instinctively understands Kai would want to tell him something so he makes him comfortable enough to trust him, as do the other kids. Let me tell you, this did sound a little too odd but it all serves to let us know Grant found his call, and how his quirks might have a reason to be, which is to work with kids, but the way to get there... too odd.

We also follow Oliver, an artist who seems to be helpful at first, then a little weird in how the only will help Grant if they play things the way he, Oliver, deems necessary... Oliver also "helps" others deal with traumas through artistic experiments but this sounded very insecure, after all Oliver is not a therapist and he, too, has a lot to process, so much that as things went by I started to think Oliver needed way more psychological help than Grant! It was hard to accept the idea these two would be in any condition to welcome a relationship.

The romance didn't convince me because the guys aren't in the best place, emotionally, for a real commitment to feel based on solid awareness of one another. There's also the detail that Oliver had a friend with benefits who distracted his attention throughout the novel and, honestly, I just c«didn't by it that Oliver and Grant were attracted to one another beyond the physical. I think the many secondary details about and around them were not conductive for a believable romance.

I suppose that, thinking about this book, I can say it is about accepting oneself, admitting we need help when we are at a bad place, physical and emotionally, but I wasn't captivated by it anwyay. I think the author has a very specif way of how she wanted this to be delivered, but the method isn't easy to appreciate. In real life, these two finding each other and a goal in life would be a great story of resilience, but on paper it was often boring and the events dragged and I lost interest many times. I kept going to finish because I had to know if the guys would "heal" somehow, but it wasn't a really rewarding reading experience.

Grade: 4/10

TBR Challenge: Rosanne Bittner- Sioux Splendor

Learning that an innocent Native American boy is to hang at the hands of vengeful miners, preacher's daughter Cynthia Wells sets out on the rescue and is amazed when the imprisoned Red Wolf turns out to be a handsome, full-grown man.

Comment: One more month has gone and here we are for another TBR Challenge post! The theme for March is "tropetastic!" and I suppose pretty much any choice would fit somehow, but I've decided to pick a book that would have a trope  - opposites attract - and a certain expectation to it, since it would feature protagonists from different cultures, a Native American and a white woman.

In this book, Cynthia Wells is a young 16 year old who is traveling with her parents and younger brother to the west, where things aren't as "civilized" as back East for her father is a preacher. Everything is a novelty here including the fact there are Indians around and they seem to be dangerous but this doesn't stop her from freeing one, Red Wolf, after seeing how he is treated and tortured. This action has consequences, which change her life and some time later she is kidnapped by other Indians and is taken to Red Wolf, someone very different from what others have said he was. They fall in love and learn to be a couple but the whites would not care that she is now happy and their lives among the Indian community are still in danger. Is there any hope for them to be together?

There will be some spoilers!

Well. This is my first book by the author, and I've gotten the paperback edition from an used books site, some years ago, when I was feeling in the mood for some stories featuring Native American characters. Years have passed, of course, but I thought this might be a good time to try this one, even though it is a book which was published in 1990 and surely this would mean situations/plot choices I'd feel annoyed at, but nothing like trying.

It wasn't great, no, for those reasons exactly. I wasn't as bothered by the racist and xenophobic allusions throughout the novel because I expected those, considering the fact this is an historical and that there's a note on the author's bio at the back claiming she is known for her historical accuracy. What I feel angry at is that, in spite of this, the text (and the characters at times) come across as insensitive, which might be correct for the time the story takes place (late 1800s) and the way of things when this was written (certainly late 80s for this to be published in 1990). Still, I kind of wanted the author to place herself above this, and to showcase compassion, and a little more empathy in how she would write.

Anyway, the plot is pretty much simple, Cynthia and Red Wolf meet when she helps him, there's attraction there but both think they will never see each other again, until she is kidnapped. It turns out that the man kidnapping her isn't the villain she assumes and she reunites with Red Wolf. Her way of seeing things and lifestyle does contrast immensely with what she now needs to do around the other Natives and their families but Cynthia is one of those heroines who adapts easily and their life gets on track.

They fall in love and the many things that should keep them apart don't really matter. Cynthia is ready to be Red Wolf's wife and at this point I felt the romance was more than done but then, we were half way through the book, certainly problems would appear yet... and they do. I think the author's writing style wasn't bad and there were passages/situations in which things were presented in a way that gave me food for thought. The dated aspects of the writing style and the inherent issues related to how one would write about these themes back them were glaring but until a certain point not truly abhorrent. I was not enjoying this exactly, but it wasn't distasteful either.

Then, there's a plot change and Cynthia is taken from Red Wolf after a terrible attack of the whites on the settlement where Cynthia and the others were living. This led to her going back to her family and to need to re adapt to living among "her kind" once more, for her family forces her to go back East, but this time she had another issue to deal with, for she is pregnant and her child will clearly not be like her. I did like that, in this part of the novel, Cynthia seemed to have gained self assurance in who she was and in her feelings, she never renegaded Red Wolf, she loved her child and she proudly assumed him among others.

Years go by and then the story was going towards its end, so now Cynthia is older, more mature and all that and she assumes Red Wolf forgot her so she decides to marry so that she can try to have more children and "move on". At this point, I was certainly rooting for this heroine and when she marries a seemingly good man, running for some political thing, I thought how would the author deal with this, an incredibly dramatic scene in which she sees Red Wolf and her husband martyrs himself so that she can live her eternal love in happiness? Well, the author disappointed me here, very, very badly. Things don't work out between Cynthia and her husband because they don't have a good sex life.

Years in which they are both miserable and why? Well, her husband is actually gay and of course this would not have been easy to accept  and much less to process. But I was still so, so disappointed that Cynthia reacts poorly when she finds out, that the husband is made to seem to "battle a demon" and that when they talk, she is disgusted while keeping his secret at the same time, as if this is the epitome of a good heart! Arghh! How this annoyed me... I mean, I understand the dual setting for this story, the historical content and the 1990 publishing date but.... so, so disappointing.

Anyway, Red Wolf comes back to the picture, they find each other again and get their HEA while the poor husband gives her a divorce which she graciously accepts to be known was caused by her adultery, then he becomes an afterthought and all ends well. There wasn't that much content about Native American culture, only the necessary references here and there, and most things weren't that far out, but... I still finished the book feeling like this was terribly unfair. I was leaning towards a 3 stars grade overall, but the last part really brought it down for me. Oh well.

Grade: 4/10

Lish McBride - A Little Too Familiar

Louise Matthews has got it good. Wonderful job? Check. Loving family? The best. Roommates? Pretty fantastic, thank you. All of this helps her stay focused on what she wants: to finish out her apprenticeship and become a fully licensed Switch - an animal mage who bonds familiars to their witches.
Only a problem has just moved in - a hot, occasionally wolf-shaped problem.
Declan Mackenzie doesn't want to be a lone wolf, but he doesn't have a choice. Girlfriend? Gone. Sister? Starting a new life. Parents? In prison where they belong, thankfully. All he wants is a fresh start - a new home, new job, new life. What he gets is a house full of witches, a fledgling phoenixe named Dammit, and rogue ferrets who won't stay out of his business. And he could handle all of that if it wasn't for Louise. It's not great to crush on your roommate, it's even worse when you realize she wields the kind of magic that sends you running for the door.
Still, Declan is no pup, and he's not going to let this set him back.
Until the past comes back to haunt him - the parents he put in jail have busted out. They want revenge.
And the only thing standing between them and Declan is Louise and the very magic he vowed never to go near again.

Comment: I saw some positive comments on this book and thought it would be something I'd want to try myself, and here we are.

Lou is an animal mage and one of her favorite tasks to do at her job at a vet clinic, is to pair up a person with their familiar animal. She also has a great family and friends and her life is going quite well, even though she is still working for to get her professional licence. In the meantime, her roommates and her decide to welcome one more person into the apartment they all share, since Trick's friend Declan is in need of a place to stay but things go very wrong when Declan, a werewolf who has a traumatic past, arrives and is immediately shocked to find out Lou is an animal mage. They still try to be friends and things seem to go well for a while, but then Declan's past comes back to haunt him and the result is something shocking. Will Declan and Lou be able to deal with the mess they're now in while also being attracted to one another?

I was quite taken by the idea of this romance novel. two people who should not get along, both having to deal with issues from their past, close proximity, magic and a werewolf character, possible mating on the horizon... all things that, well combined, would surely present a great result. However, I ended up thinking this story was a little more boring than what I imagined.

I should say this is the first story I try by this author, and I had no idea about what the writing style would be like. This doesn't have to (always) be a deal breaker, but in this case, while the writing was consistent and easy to follow, it also was focused on the quirkiness of the characters. It was too much for me, I'd say, and instead of allowing me to savor the cute elements, it saturated my patience.

All the things I've mentioned above worked out as individual elements but the overall result wasn't one I will remember very fondly. I was quite curious about Lou's ability as an animal mage and this lead her to establish a connection with werewolf Declan but the emphasis was way more on the magical repercussions than on their bond as a couple who would fall in love. Plus, Declan being a werewolf didn't manifest in the most traditional ways we see in PNR books. This wasn't so bad, but paired up with the other things I liked less made the story feel even more boring.

Declan and Lou both have personal issues to deal with, but Declan's past and trauma are way more severe. I was, again, curious to see this developing, but there were too many secondary issues to distract my attention and after a while I stopped caring. I wanted more scenes with him bonding with others - for me, there weren't enough references of pack dynamics - and even with Lou, but his focus was on too many things as well. Which is understandable once we learn what he went through but... the conjunction of all the elements didn't really mesh for me.

The romance wasn't too bad but in this perhaps the writing could have helped. The author could have stressed certain things differently, namely how the attraction is seen by them. I think the way this was told, it was all about the magic and the people they interacted with, but everyone seemed to be over the top. There were too many people all the time and all had quirks and little things unique to them and all these things had to be mentioned and shown and it all got boring and slightly repetitive. The romance simply lost traction for me and not even the sexy times between them made it better.

I did like the world building and the idea there could be a society in which people had powers, had special abilities and being unique didn't have to be negative. I liked the imagination taken to think about how things might work in such a world and I liked learning something new as the plot advanced. I liked the paranormal aspects and I liked some hints at other possible stories. Sadly, I don't feel that interested now in reading more because I'm assuming the style will be similar. I think a repetition of this story's style will simply disappoint, so... this was interesting but that is it.

Grade: 6/10

David Lagercrantz - The Girl Who Lived Twice

Lisbeth Salander--the fierce, unstoppable girl with the dragon tattoo--has disappeared. She's sold her apartment in Stockholm. She's gone silent electronically. She's told no one where she is. And no one is aware that at long last she's got her primal enemy, her twin sister, Camilla, squarely in her sights.
Mikael Blomkvist is trying to reach Lisbeth. He needs her help unraveling the identity of a man who lived and died on the streets in Stockholm--a man who does not exist in any official records and whose garbled last words hinted at possible damaging knowledge of people in the highest echelons of government and industry. In his pocket was a crumpled piece of paper with Blomkvist's phone number on it.
Once again, Salander and Blomkvist will come to each other's aid, moving in tandem toward the truths they each seek. In the end, it will be Blomkvist--in a moment of unimaginable self-sacrifice--who will make it possible for Lisbeth to face the most important battle of her life, and, finally, to put her past to rest.

Comment: This is the 6th installment in the Millenium series, started by the late Stieg Larsson, and continued by David Lagercrantz.

In this novel, Lisbeth is finally ready to set up things and confront Kira, the sister who she once shared everything with, including their despair, but who has been her enemy for years. It will not be easy to end this thing between them, but she will try, if she can... at the same time, Mikael embarks on a new investigation, regarding a few people in important places, as usual, with the extra of the existence of a homeless man who seems to have some knowledge over a terrible secret involving them. This man used to be a guide on the Everest, and everyone knows of the case of the Swedes who died there some years ago... but that was an accident, everyone said... However, somehow, Mikael also sees himself in the middle of Lisbeth's plans for her sister. Is there any hope they come out of this alive? 

The last book in the series I had read was in 2019. I only remember the basics, and the overall impression because Lisbeth and Mikael are characters who stay with us, so impressive is their presence. While reading, many things came to mind again, that is true, but I did feel a little lost here and there.

This book was planned, I assume (even due to the publicity around this book's release) to be the last one in the series and, indeed, it was the last one written by David Lagercrantz. Therefore, there are situations that seem to lead to a sort of finite path for the characters, but at the same time the story ended in such a way that it would not be impossible to return to these characters and it seems this was the publisher's decision, and a new author picked up the series after this book. 

Thus, the plot of this story, pertaining the main characters, seems pretty basic. Lisbeth needs to confront her sister, the source of so many problems for her in the past books, and Mikael returns to his investigation while still worrying for Lisbeth. Their friendship and care for one another don't follow the usual patterns but so many adventures together have brought them together as friends and "partners in crime so to speak, and I must say that one of my favorite parts of these books has always been how they connect. Part of me wishes they could have become a couple but, frankly, that isn't something I miss that much.

I wasn't too fond of Lisbeth's sub plot here, to be honest. I know there's a lot of investment in what she feels she needs to do, but I would sometimes get a little annoyed at these sections because they obviously had to include Kira's presence and actions and the whole sub world stuff and mafia like behaviors and deals just pulls me out of a story for they are themes I don't care about. The sisters do have a final showdown, and it is certainly hollywoodesque but I struggled to follow the emotional impact of what was happening and why it mattered to Lisbeth.

I was much more interested in Mikael's investigation of what had happened during the Everest expedition and how he connected the dots between the homeless man and the reason for why there was such a big secret over everything. It turns out that the explanation isn't as shocking as one might assume... I mean, yes, something terrible happened there but the motivation wasn't a big novelty. I also think there were too many characters in this whole plot, and then some would mix up with what was going on with Lisbeth, and sometimes I felt rather confused.

In fact, the writing made several situations seem confusing. I think the back and forth between what was happening with one character, and then the other made for a convoluted book. I also felt a little disappointed that both Lisbeth and Mikael had a lack of personality (to my own perception) when comparing to how they had been portrayed in other books, namely the first three. I think I have said before that David Lagercrantz smoothly continued what Stieg Larsson had started but yes, it is also true that there is a difference in their "voice".

Since a new author has written two more books in the series - I've read somewhere that Stieg Larsson had planned for the Millenium series to have ten books - making them up to eight, could it be that the series will see its end then? Let's see...

Grade: 7/10

Ilona Andrews - Clean Sweep

On the outside, Dina Demille is the epitome of normal. She runs a quaint Victorian Bed and Breakfast in a small Texas town, owns a Shih Tzu named Beast, and is a perfect neighbor, whose biggest problem should be what to serve her guests for breakfast. But Dina is...different: Her broom is a deadly weapon; her Inn is magic and thinks for itself. Meant to be a lodging for otherworldly visitors, the only permanent guest is a retired Galactic aristocrat who can’t leave the grounds because she’s responsible for the deaths of millions and someone might shoot her on sight. Under the circumstances, "normal" is a bit of a stretch for Dina.
And now, something with wicked claws and deepwater teeth has begun to hunt at night....Feeling responsible for her neighbors, Dina decides to get involved. Before long, she has to juggle dealing with the annoyingly attractive, ex-military, new neighbor, Sean Evans—an alpha-strain werewolf—and the equally arresting cosmic vampire soldier, Arland, while trying to keep her inn and its guests safe. But the enemy she’s facing is unlike anything she’s ever encountered before. It’s smart, vicious, and lethal, and putting herself between this creature and her neighbors might just cost her everything.

Comment: I had this in the pile since 2013. I really have no explanation other than forgetting about it because I have liked pretty much everything I have read so far by these authors...

In this world, there are aliens and other galaxies out there, being Earth just one more planet, although it is the rule that humans should be aware of this. Dina is an innkeeper, which means she has magical abilities linked to the inn she manages, and her life is pretty mundane, even though she hopes things improve so that her chances of discovering what happened to her parents increase. However, a new werewolf resident has moved to the neighborhood and she is not impressed for three dogs have already been killed and this werewolf, obviously territorial, has done nothing to stop this. When Dina takes action, she realizes the problem is much more complicated than what she imagined and now, besides having to deal with the werewolf, there also vampires showing up and causing her worry...

Will Dina be able to re establish her routines?

This story wasn't very big, since it was originally planned to be a serial, but I just flew through the pages, as often happens with the books by these authors. There is just something about how this couple writes and thinks about the plots that makes them so captivating and engaging... I had a good time reading, even though it is clearly a work in progress, and there are more stories after this one to continue the series.

The world building is, as always, fascinating, and while the ideas and the "beings" that populate this universe aren't that different from countless other stories out there (meaning, the identification of what we consider to be a vampire, a werewolf, etc), the authors gave every character and species a twist, a special mark, and it was both fun and interesting to learn about them and the little things that make them who they are. It was again incredible to feel the authors are giving the readers enough to tantalize but not so much that what comes after might loose impact.

The writing is, to me, the best thing about these authors' work. yes, of course it doesn't suit every reader but to me the consistency and the "voice" of the stories feels very balanced. Everything is a mix of adorable and spontaneity that sets on characters we cherish and root for. It's always intriguing to imagine what will be shared next and where the story might lead to. Perhaps this first story wasn't as solid as I have thought other books by the authors to be (in other series, I mean) but it did provide all the usual feelings i came to associate with the skill of Ilona Andrews.

I liked the characters because we were given enough to be curious about them and to want them to succeed, namely Dina and her small group of friends, then possible love interests werewolf Sean and vampire Arland, but the way the plot develops an intrigue that has to be solved while we get to know these characters provided the balance I like in these stories. I want Dina to help the guys but I also want her inn to be successful and for her to know what happened to her parents, something i'm assuming will only be revealed at the end of the series...

I also liked that the inn is described as a character too, in a way, and that Dina's powers are directly related to the inn, as if one and the other are a team. Again, some of these details aren't exactly a novelty, but the way the were used in this context made discovering new things a great surprise.

This was a great introduction to the series. Obviously there are things which feel incomplete or not finished but the following books probably will solve some of these sensations as things advance. I'm certainly going to read them and I see where things are going for these characters.

Grade: 8/10